Cody is our undiagnosed four year old son. He suffers daily with uncontrollable seizures, chorea, acid reflux, asthma and severe developmental delay. Our son's health issues began five hours after receiving his four month immunizations. He is not able to walk, talk, focus, track or even smile. All we long for is for genuine smiles, we have not seen our son smile since he was five months old. Our son at this very moment can't say a word to us but with the faith that we have in our LORD, someday very soon he will. But for now my heart aches with such sorrow for my little man. How I wish I could turn back time to those first few months of Cody's life and take in every smile and eye contact and never look away. Those very moments when his soul was free, I want those moments back. I want my son's soul to be free, to never suffer another moment.

“Heavenly Father, You are intimately aware of the struggle I am experiencing -- the pain and the despair. You know the desire of my heart to see my little one healed from his illness. I ask now for Your healing touch. I know that You are able and that just like in Bible times, You can heal Cody.

“I also understand that You will chose what is best for my boy. I pray that through this trial, I will draw close to You -- that You will be my comfort and strength. I pray that ultimately, whatever happens, You will be glorified through my son. I pray this in Jesus’ name, Amen."

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I'm still doubting, still searching, still falling, still hurting, but until this breaking heart stops beating - You will find me still believing.