I smile a fake smile so no one can actually see,
that my pain is over whelming,
and that I am frightened of what can possibly be....
No one has ever noticed my eyes are always filled with tears for you,
my heart is always breaking because I am so scared for you....
God has lend you to me for a little time,
and little man, grateful I truly am...
It may be six or seven years or even twenty two or three
no matter how long your here for it's not long enough for me
God has asked me to Love you, protect you and to even fight for you,
so I will be strong and be your voice
I can not promise you that you will stay
Since all from earth return to him
There are lessons taught down here that I will sadly need to learn
How I pray God would bless you my sweet son with health and happiness
But if God decides to finally take you from me, much sooner than I have planned
I will brave the bitter grief....
And try to understand
Love,
Mommy
